I Once Was Lost, But Now I'm Found...

Oh wow. I havent blogged in a while! Sorry guys. There's been A LOT going on lately. Busy busy busy!!! And drama. . Things hurt... but you know what? I'm doing okay. (: I've been lied to, I've been cheated on, I've been cursed at, I've been stabbed in the back, I've been betrayed, I've been hit in the face.. but im doing okay. The break up hurts, but eventually the hurt goes away and you find someone else, someone better. If you stay with the person you should have broken up with, the hurt is every day when things dont change. In my case, things weren't gonna change. I wasn't gonna change and neither was he. I had to end it. I had to shred everything of his. The pictures, the notes, the drawings, the stuffed animals, the memories are gone. Shredded. A new beginning. The best way to start (: School - my main focus. I shall do great, graduate, and move far away. How far you may ask? Anywhere I want. Maybe as far as across the country! California with my best friend?? Yes please! It would be away from everything. Everything good and everything bad. The best new beginning! I could work and live. Live the life I've always wanted. And meet new people and just be happy (: that sounds good to me. The sooner the better. I need to be away from all these people, all the drama, all the hate. . I need it now! ugh. The rest of my junior year...summer...senior year...the month of june...and 18 months of Stewarts. Hurry up three years!!!! I need you more than anything right now! I need fresh air! I need to breathe! I guess nothing can happen until i get off this computer. New life here I come! Watch out world :)

Peace & Love,

Alicia.